It makes me really happy when my hyperfixations stay with me without turning sour. When I thinks about things one, three, four years later and just thinking about them makes me smile a little.

When I finish something and I say “I want this to change me forever” I mean this.

I really don’t like April’s fools day.

Oh wow I’ve not posted anything for more than a week

I still have nothing to post

But I’ll say this

You know it’s a hyperfixation when you’ve kinda been normal abt it in your head and then someone asks you to talk/do something about it and it’s like they’ve hammered down a dam. It’s a mix of joy and desperation and thank god I don’t do drugs

Yeah and you’re crying the whole time

Come on brain you can’t start feeling nostalgia for bleach ffs come ON