CW: Heavy personal post on mental health
This year has not been simple for me in the slightest, so I thought I was used to reaching new bottoms and to the feeling of that hope at the end of the tunnel being always a little bit out of reach, not matter how much I walked and how hard I tried.
Now, an objectively not that big setback has happened, and I feel like a new bottom, a bottom that makes me scared of what's underneath. It feels like a continuous weight on my chest, with teeth and thorns deep into my heart and lungs to prevent me to breathe or even cry properly. I know I have had worse, I know I have a wonderful support system, I know I will not let it go cause I'm a stubborn mule, but today I so much can't.
Now, an objectively not that big setback has happened, and I feel like a new bottom, a bottom that makes me scared of what's underneath. It feels like a continuous weight on my chest, with teeth and thorns deep into my heart and lungs to prevent me to breathe or even cry properly. I know I have had worse, I know I have a wonderful support system, I know I will not let it go cause I'm a stubborn mule, but today I so much can't.
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CW: Heavy personal post on mental health This year has not been simple for me in the slightest, so I thought I was used to reaching new bottoms and to the feeling of that hope at the end of the tunnel being always a little bit out of reach, not matter howโฆ
Apparently I could go even lower