No matter how much rest or how many hours of sleep I get, the exhaustion has it's roots in me, and I'm getting tired of being tired all the time

"I'll tell you tomorrow"
Tell me now if you don't want me to slit your throat till then 💞

genuine question;
if love is not out of duty and humanity, if not from pity and charity then what is it really?

Not saying good morning because if it were a good morning i wouldn't have to go to scl just to learn nothing and waste my time.

You have an extremely lonely face

You never hanged me but i always felt the rope around my neck.

Deers are weird they run away from their problems instead of facing them

I wanted to hate on someone so I checked their spotify and their spectacular music taste instantly shut me up. I can't do this anymore.

My loneliness grows teeth i feel them chewing at my stomach

adulthood is all about fighting for your life to meet up with your friends at a scheduled time

I wanna do adult-ing

“You may not know
the reason why,
for a time
I wasn’t I."
—Lang Leav

And when at last you find someone to whom you feel you can pour out your soul, you stop in shock at the words you utter— they are so rusty, so ugly, so meaningless and feeble from being kept in the small cramped dark inside you so long.

— Sylvia Plath, The Unabridged Journals of Sylvia Plath

I've tried being gentle about it and I've tried being violent about it and I've tried being patient about it and I've tried being angry about it and I've tried writing about it and I've tried talking about it and I've tried being quiet about it, but it never fucking goes away.

Smile a bit cuz tmr might get tough

I beg time to be nicer to me and all she does is laughing a mocking tune as she hides her cunning teeth behind her hand.

My heart doesn't know what to follow, so I reach for my father's gentle hand