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Messy hair. tired eyes. sleepy voice and still smiling
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i fucking love hangouts where nobody has to say anything
just sitting in silence and not distracting ourselves with anything else
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Low lighting, streets and the peeps of addis 🎧
Im a simple girl. I dream of being a mermaid so that I can drown men under water
please do not ask me what my plans for the future are I am quite literally still not convinced that I am even a real person
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hate when kids scream in public like bro u don't have real problems it should be me screaming meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
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When dostoevsky said, " You were destined to be my punishment "
Whenever I meet a cat person and they ask if I like cats, I say no. I am a dog person. Dog spelled backward is god, and dogs are divine creatures sent to remind us that loyalty exists. Cats, on the other hand, are their antithesis—self-sufficient, unimpressed, and entirely too aware of their own worth. But when I meet a dog person, I flip the script. Dogs? Overrated. Clingy. Desperate for validation(I oggle at them, what does that say about you?) At least cats know how to be alone.

When in reality, I don’t care for either. My feelings toward pets are neutral( except for owls and snakes those two are fascinating, otherworldly, untamed) But why do I play this game, pretending to have strong opinions on something I don't actually care about? Because I am a grinch of everything wholesome. A walking contradiction who tramples on joy but secretly hoards it like a dragon.

We push people away, then sit in our empty rooms wondering why we're lonely. We listen to Hozier like he's whispering the cure into our ears. We read romance novels, watching protagonists get adored so we can vicariously feel like someone’s muse. This cycle of self-insert delusion is how we cope with the fact that we are profoundly, desperately touch-starved.

But Human connection. A hug, a touch, even fleeting warmth from another living being could dissolve the ache. People were made to be held, to feel the presence of another.

But not me. No, this is for you touch-deprived primates grasping at meaning. I am above it. I am untouchable. I am God.

Or maybe just another lonely creature pretending not to be.
Can't wait to explain this week to my therapist
Alright, alright, I get it.

You're laying down some heavy stuff, talking about your hidden depths and all that. And, yeah, you're saying you'd still see me as sunshine, even knowing alllllllllll of that.

Flattering, really. But, you know, I never said that, because...

Well, let's just say I've been around the block. I've heard a thing or two, seen how these things play out. And there are some golden rules, some phrases that, for good reason, I'm going to avoid. Why? Because, frankly, they're a one-way ticket to pain. I'm not falling for that again.

So, don't expect me to believe any of that word play


"Love is never having to say you're sorry."


Nope. Utter nonsense. People mess up, and apologies are needed. Saying that just leads to festering grudges. I'm not about that life.


"It's better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all."

Oh, please. Try telling that to a heart that's been stomped flat. I'd rather have had a quiet Tuesday, thanks.


"The course of true love never did run smooth."

Look, I'm not signing up for a lifetime of drama. I prefer roads with fewer potholes.


"Everything happens for a reason."

No, it doesn't. Sometimes, things just suck. And sugarcoating it with some grand cosmic plan is just insulting.

what doesn't kill you makes you strong.

Nah, some things just leave you tired and scarred. I'm not looking for a 'character-building' experience, just some peace.

• "If you love something, let it go."

Okay, so I pour my heart and soul into something, and then just...walk away? Sounds like a terrible plan.

• "Follow your heart."

Seriously? My heart once told me to eat an entire pizza. It's not a reliable guide.

You see, you might have this complete landmines of sayings or whatever, but I'm keeping my distance. I may be sunshine, maybe not. let's just skip the quotes, let's skip the 'let's get to know each other ' phase, spare my ears as well as my skin from crawling from all that nd maybe we won't get hurt.
Back to my yapping era ✨️
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Resisting the urge to say:
"No love, just vibes."

when someone confuse me with someone they could love like, eh? Get a checkup, dear. No, you know what? I will pay the bills for the full check-up so you won't make the same mistake again