The voices in my head setting the bar high for my already fried IQ

Grasping onto hands that aint meant to stay

Stay average

Average is good. Average is where life thrives. Average temperature, average ph, average oxygen levels. Average is the goldilocks of life.

Sometimes I wish I went another route on certain things but you live and you learn.

At least that's what I heard.

I talk like a child

Maybe it was not meant to be understood but experienced and accepted.

She was beautiful
not for her skin that she would shade,
but for her heart,
which she willingly wears on her sleeves