Atp my life feels like one long ass alone time in my coffin and some days I try to connect with mortal humans for a change.

And if I break
Could I go on break?
Be back in my room
Writin' speeches in my head
Listenin' to the thousand hands
That clap for me in the dark.

I can go on a walk 'a lone' in the dark because i don't exist

Hear me out. What if I start having an actual opinion instead of blindfoldly agreeing with others? What is this? a cult?

When you feel you're doing everything wrong but it's too late to back down and fix it so you just gotta keep going and repeat the same mistakes<<

I have to say weird stuff or I'll die.

i hate people that act like having morals is a bad thing; why do I have to explain to you why you should care about other people

sorry I bawled my eyes out while trying to communicate. that wasn't very tattoos, black clothes, dark hair, maneater of me

"slut era" i say to myself while massaging my head worried about how im going to succeed academically and make it out sane

“Death is the mother of beauty” said Henry
“And what is beauty?”
“Terror”
“Beauty is terror. Whatever we call beautiful we quiver before it.”


-The Secret History

You squeeze my hand three times in the back of the taxi
I can tell that it's gonna be a long road

I don't know what I'm feeling right now

Let's talk nonsense

I don't think we take enough time to appreciate the periods in our lives when our nose isn't runny. Is your nose runny right now? No? Think about that. Honestly reflect on it. Enjoy this era of peace. There are dark times on the horizon

Just wanna ask if I was a cat. Would you pspsps me?

It's not you, it's my shattered dopamine receptors