"MY BARBER(me) GOT ME FUCKED UUUUPPPPP" going to have that kinda experience in a few weeks

Literally 🤏 close to doing that but im the boss noone tells me to do shit

'The sharper your intellect, the better you are at shapeshifting. But every shift dilutes identity.'

“If I am not extraordinary, I will be abandoned. But if I am too extraordinary, I will never be loved.”

do people not realize the sleep you lose is lost forever and everytime you go through long periods of messed up sleep schedule it will have long lasting effects

when Mitski said nobody nobody nobody nobody nobody ooh nobody nobody nobody nobody nobody nobody nobody nobody nobody nobody nobody nobody nobody nobody nobody nobody nobody nobody nobody nobody nobody nobody nobody nobody nobody nobody nobody nobody nobody nobody nobody nobody no body no bo dy no bo dy no

Today im going to figure out everything...

why everyone's trying to look smart and intelligent? can't we just be dummies together? Like the more you try to seem intellectual the more you look silly

backing my pack. packing my back. pegging.

Today's nap... or whatever that was... has left me deeply unsettled. It wasn't a dream, not in the conventional sense. It was more like a recurring audio hallucination: me, endlessly chanting 'Marco' into the psychic ether, with absolutely no reciprocal 'Polo' forthcoming.

The weirdness isn't just the lack of participation; it's the implication. What does it mean that my subconscious, that swirling vortex of repressed desires and half-digested memories, refuses to engage in such a basic, fundamental act of call and response? Am I, at some deeply subconscious level, fundamentally unconnectable?

Perhaps the 'Polo' I'm seeking isn't an external entity, but an internal state – a missing piece of myself that I can only access by repeatedly, and futilely, shouting into the void. Maybe the whole point isn't to find Polo, but to become Polo, to embody the echoing response that the universe so stubbornly refuses to provide.

Or maybe, just maybe, it's a sign that I need to lay off the cheese before bed. But honestly, the existential terror seems like a more plausible explanation... And im thinking abt accepting sleep after 1,209,600 seconds or smth

when do i get to that point in my life where i'm not constantly thinking "i'm running out of time"

When a question has no correct answer, there is only one honest response.
The gray area between yes and no.
Silence.

Any studies become enjoyable when there’s no academic validation involved, but nooooo

Tiktok is worse than cancer

when life gets impossibly difficult, we play dead. Not just metaphorically, mind you. I'm talking full-on, Oscar-worthy performance art. We cease all activity, adopt a vacant stare, and maybe even develop a slight rigor mortis-like stiffness. The goal? To convince life – that capricious, often cruel mistress – that we're no longer worth bothering with.

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You should start the journey into yourself first

Universe, we need to have a serious conversation. I know I usually operate on a 'whatever happens, happens' basis, and I try to embrace the chaos, but just this once, could you maybe, possibly, please, for the love of all that is holy, cut me a break? I'm not asking for a six-pack abs overnight. I'm just saying, maybe, just maybe, could this one thing go my way? You know, the one I've been stressing about for a year?(half a decade mfffff!?)- the one that's keeping me up at night and making me question my entire existence? Just this once, could you throw me a bone? I promise I'll be good… for like, a week. Maybe two. Okay, fine, I'll try to be good. Please?

Happy go lucky mode activated (im dissociating-this is scheduled)