slowly but surely turning into someone's 40 year old father personality wise

You keep describing yourself as this uniquely damaged person, when a lot of it is completely normal. I think you want to feel special—which is fair, who doesn’t—but you won’t allow yourself to feel special in a good way, so you tell yourself you’re especially bad.

being autistic means trying to think like edgar allan poe

I've decided I'd rather descend into insanity than send an encrypted SOS.

🎬 Title: In the mood for love, 2000 🇨🇳
⭐️ Imdb: 8.1
⭐️ My rating: 10
🎥 Director: #WongKar-Wai
🎭 #Romance
📝 It's renowned for its exquisite portrayal of romantic longing, unrequited love, and fleeting moments. Many also consider it a melodrama, particularly in the style of Chinese cinema, focusing on emotional intensity and character relationships.

#MovieFridays

snoopy came to me in a dream and told me to shoot someone in the fucking head

Me just randomly decideding to learn a whole new language cause i rather do anything instead of studying

dude you were messed up BEFORE Fyodor..

Don't blame the poor kid

I always have plan'B'(kms) if shit goes down the drain

no I do not want a fuck ass fluff book why would I want to see two people having happy moments and being lovey dovey for 200 pages n more! that's the last thing I want to ever read cuz it's so stupid where the fuck is the trauma and fighting and argument and hatred and revenge and betrayal!

"ask chatgpt to–" no thanks,, I have a brain !!

dating apps kinda embarrassing,, making a whole ass profile to be like oh I'm so cool and pretty please someone come like me! different level of loser core (goes back to sleep*)

To the mosquito that keeps coming back despite my multiple attempts to kill it - your mom's a hoe

Shout out to that one coping mechanism-isolation

And they say the heartless father gave birth to the most sensitive creature

LIKE WE'RE MADE FOR EACH OTHER UGH JUST LOOK MY WAY U STUPID DUMB BITCH

love getting asked if im okay all the time just because im not laughing from ear to ear and the default expression on my face is misery and sadness.