there’s something more humiliating, more mortifying about having an objective point of view. of being able to exit your own body, stay far enough to get a good sight of the show and see right through yourself. the pathological urge to ignore the way you feel, the thing you are, and what you’re trying to be, being damn well aware of the truth. it is much heavier, much more deranging to fool yourself. fooling everyone else is evil, fooling yourself is pathetic.

I’m never cooking up what you’re craving.

Attractive cause they don’t understand you, cause there are a lot of things they want to discover, there’s a wall they want to breakdown, cause you are like a very interesting puzzle they feel the need to solve when they do, they grow tired and you are discarded

Me jumping head first from the highest building cause I've been removed from my function

We listen,we laugh and definitely judge

Time is just a band-aid it won't heal anything

fantasizing about apologies you know will never come is a creative way of self sabotaging.

rip charles bukowski you would’ve loved the amount of anger and hatred with the dying love mixed with sorrow and longing for something which cannot be named that lives inside of me.

Boring days, an unknown future, and an irregular sleep, the days pass and nothing new.

Avoidant mf!!!

idk probably just smoking everything away might as well roll a blunt but using tea instead of actual weed.

God forbid what girls do when they are bored

I can’t even tell the difference between numbness and peacefulness anymore

Finally my yearning is going to be surgically removed

Festival! Everyday is a Festival?
Some die some are born
They both cry but for a whole different reasons!

sorry I talked about the most random shits that ever exists in the entire universe and then disappeared for 3 weeks without an explanation, it will happen again.

Productivity is myth.
I existed today, let that be enough.
💋

The water runs without the sense of belonging