茶化す, Yuka Kasai, 2018.

It's about time I started following in the footsteps of my ancestors (one more minor inconvenience i swear)

Get analysed idiot, get absolutely diagrammatized, you know what get interpreted even, get your name assigned to one of my jstor workspace folders

there are some ppl here whom i really feel close to even if we only talk once every blue moon

That stage of academic stress where you just give up on everything and begin watching trashy cliché filled stuffy movie instead (I'm cooked)

i can't wait to go back and sexually harass my friends

Brain how about you stop trying my patience by engaging in frivolous activities w the sensory input and instead start processing a little bit of this pile of emotions you've refused to acknowledge for ages

In an ideal world I wouldn't be pulling up to function because I'd be busy staring at someone from across the street then disappearing when a bus passes

I don't know how to make myself easier. I don't know how not to be so much work, headache, disappointment. I tried a thousand ways to be less. I crystallized myself in so many shapes and the degree is never high enough. I don't know how to be enough; not more, not new, not too much. just fucking enough.

I don't call myself generous. I just sometimes stumble and drop the basket of my emotions. Before I manage to pick them up, everyone seems to have a piece. I didn't give them away, they took it. My basket is empty and I've got nothing for myself. I never asked, but I did want a piece of emotion,too.

I trusted you with the knife, but you butchered me.

Suddenly I start to crave dad's jokes. Do I need medical assistance?

Fake idgafer i saw you touching your necklace for comfort

When we live in a "you're hot" world but william stopped drinking coffee for jude because jude hated the smell of coffee breath

And suddenly the ceiling looks like the perfect place to hang-on

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I'm bored y'all
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the secret ingredient to being really funny is trauma

Tnsaye is gonna fix that

እንኳን ለጌታችን ለመድሐኒታችን ለእየሱስ ክርስቶስ ትንሳኤ በአል በሰላም አደረሳችሁ

"The dawn! That cruel mistress, tearing me from the sweet oblivion of slumber with her harsh, unforgiving light! Is there no escape from the tyranny of consciousness?!" (Throws arm dramatically over eyes)