Do you feel like

old doll

the hypocrisy of living as a human being will never sit right with me. the constant tug between solitude and company. the desire to love so desperately and simultaneously be detached from it all. the need to be seen, but the comfort in being invisible. — this painful wanting everything and seeking nothing at all.

im so good at sleeping and napping and resting and going zzzzz yall have no idea

It takes me two weeks to answer their texts and they answer me in a heartbeat

Yes, i watch the most tertifiying movies that man kind ever produced just to be sure i got a heart and it has other functions other than pumping blood

I want someone to tell me what to believe in, who to vote for, who to love and how to tell them. I just think I want someone to tell me how to live my life, Father, because so far, I think I’ve been getting it wrong.
And I know that is why people want people like you in their lives. Because you just tell them how to do it. You just tell them what to do. And what they’ll get out of the end of it. And even though I don’t believe your bullshit and I know that scientifically nothing I do makes any difference in the end anyway, I’m still scared, why am I still scared? Just fucking tell me what to do, Father.

hearing teenagers talk about their dreams makes me feel some type of way that no words could explain. they seem so free while doing so. it just made me realize how much life has happened to me and how I barely find time for myself to sit and and think of what I would like to do with my life like I used to when I was 16.

(Feeling like an old geezer)

Where do you put your grief and all your unfulfilled dreams? Do you burry it inside your bones or hide it between your lids?

Life update

You don't know me until you've stayed up till 4 a.m with me.

Being the only mature person around myself is killing me. Let me go back to being a child

As i always say " fake it till u make it "

It's the only advice ik how to use

ive a desire to talk 24/7 like i love talkin i need talkin i wanna talk abt the most random things all the time but i hate talkin so much i would gladly bite my tongue

" sorry about the blood in your mouth. i wish it was mine " ‐ richard siken

the feelin of accomplishment after makin a shadow laugh>>>>

If you're looking for someone with a personality look no further I got like five

It's like take one get 4 for free

Give 'the hormones' a chance

You write about heartbreak but it was about home all along

Life isn't a chessboard stop, thinking every move done is calculated!