im actually super annoying all i do is sleep so im unproductive and when i am awake i just complain about wanting to be unconscious again or dead

Too scared of the thoughts behind my thoughts.

Suspicious ❌

Ere betam deg nat isw🎯

And beneath the surface of every smile,
I perceive the glint of sharpened fangs,
poised to tear and just bite.
Every word of encouragement, every seemingly heartfelt investment (seems like words plqy going on),
is but a carefully constructed lie,
a veiled prayer for my ultimate demise.

I am surrounded by a chorus of wolves in sheep's clothing,
each one a master of deception,
cloaking their malevolent intent in a facade of benevolence.
And yet, amidst this theater of cruelty,
I detect a distinct odor,
a pungent, acrid scent that fills the air –
the unmistakable aroma of something burning.

Is it me? Am I the offering,
the sacrificial lamb consumed by their insatiable hunger?
Or is it the edifice I have painstakingly constructed,
the fragile fortress of a life I believed to be my shelter,
now reduced to smoldering rubble.


I see the match, the instrument of my destruction,
held aloft in their hands,
and yet, with a practiced ease, I feign ignorance,
a performance of indifference designed to conceal the terror
that claws at my throat.

I be saying whatever on my mind lately, it's like my tongue has a mind of its own

Somethings are just mild

Disappointed of who i turned out to be

The voices in my head setting the bar high for my already fried IQ

Grasping onto hands that aint meant to stay

Stay average

Average is good. Average is where life thrives. Average temperature, average ph, average oxygen levels. Average is the goldilocks of life.

Sometimes I wish I went another route on certain things but you live and you learn.

At least that's what I heard.