It's too late? I have no chance? Next year???
I'll show you next year, I'll prove you wrong, you don't know what I'm capable of when fueled by rage
I'll show you next year, I'll prove you wrong, you don't know what I'm capable of when fueled by rage
a year has passed since i learned about the incident. Couldn't believe the first time, still cant. My innocent babygirl died on her 16th bday, i cant recognize who's wearing her flesh now
it was my fault, i wasn't strong enough to be chosen earlier. I wasn't awake, i wasn't... there...
beated the shit out of myself in the middle of the night... still can't let go of the guilt...
observing eren and thinking back... I was never good enough to be a man in someone's life. I lack the masculine traits when a man in love with a woman would have. I mean ofc, my kind gestures, words of affirmation and sacrificing myself in a way might seem like it. But those can be found in women too. I have hard time distinguishing between boundaries, in my relations and the way I act. Even if women claim to love a gentle man, they still need a man who's ready to take charge when time calls for it, even when it doesn't. So as they say, wipe your nose and MAN THE FUCK UP
Has been 2 years, yet Im still jealous asf. It’s not a type of jealousy that makes your teeth grin, but the one sinking your heart. Cuz after all I could prevent everything, only if I started a lil earlier