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For those who pray for my downfall...

You'll be praying 4ever. 😎✋

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I took more that 13 days in writing these few lines. After A lot of reading, understanding, thinking and imagination, I reached the conclusion that-

Love happens thrice/ 3 times in life.

First one becomes mutual, its all give and give and give, no ego, fights, nothing. You're ready to compromise with everything.
But it ends, and leaves you with a dysmorphia.

So i called this one ' ज़ुनून ' (Passion)

Second time is when you find another person, make you feel good and makes you think he/she is the one. You try to avoid the old mistakes, try to change yourself but forget about yourself in the process.
And in the end, it doesn't even get to a MUTUAL state.

So I called this one ' क़ैद ' (confinement)

Third time is when you've completely lost the idea of love, just wandering, trying to improve but dk how to do that and what to improve. And then suddenly someone grabs you, accepts you for what you are, and makes you feel what you want to be.

So I called this one ' सुकून ' (PEACE).

Now all you gotta do is pray, that you aren't his/her first or second stage

These lines are inspired by books/ghazals from - Jaun Elia, Manoj Muntashir sahab, Akshat Gupta, Faraz Ahemad, Parveen Shakir(f), Ada Jafri(f).

V r so bek ☝️😎
Fek u filosofer personality 🤣🤢

This is so ME 🥰🥰

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A boy was once asked by some1 "सिगरेट क्यूं पीता है रे तू ?"

He replied,

सीने में धुआं बैठता है,
दर्द के मलहम सा लगता है ।

चंद लफ्जों ने कितना बदल दिया सब,
आज भी भरम सा लगता है ।।

A random tall guy in white clothes holding hands with THE GOD.

After investing almost 40 hours in past few days, I ended all the reading and brainstorming at a very uncomforting yet hadd se jyada jaroori baat. (No matter ladka ho ya ladki)

Jiski kaafi logon ko jarurat hoti h, maybe mujhe bhi hogi.

Khair, its something like this -

Imagine some1 has hurt you a lot, left you when you were in the dumps, everything was just wierd. But you got immense love and comfort form that same person once. That same guy/girl now leaves you.

To intellectual way me aapko pata h, ki woh jaa chuka h. Ain't no way he/she coming back.
And still you can't leave them completely.
Aap dil me uske naam ka PAIN lekr baithe h, wo PAIN ko chhodne ki himmat nhi h cuz you think " Pain is better than Nothingness. Ye PAIN bhi chala gya to bachega kya dil me."
You think this PAIN is the only thing that links you with that person. Agar ye bhi chala gaya to chize sahime kharab ho jayengi, sab khatam ho jayega.

You still have a minor hope, that they might come back. So you hold on to that fraction of hope and load of PAIN.


Now here comes the real part, Killing that fraction of hope is very important.
Jab jab samne wale ki yaad aye to relentlessly, ruthlessly kuch or yaad krke usko replace krna padega. That's the only way.

Now is situation me ulta thoda ho sakta hai, like after 2 months or 2 years or so, that person sees you, still being a crybaby, loser and being no more than a pathetic, she/he will be at ease since she/he left a loser.

But on the other hand, he/she sees you after a period of time, you've become better, focused on yourself and career, doing something good with your life..

Then that person will revaluate his/her decision of leaving you.
And you might get a HAPPY ENDING.
and in the end, hum sabko happy endings hi to pasand haina, so why not try and make one ourself.

All we gotta do is kill the hope, release the pain, let go of it. And try becoming some1 reliable,better, smarter and stronger. (Homelander kinda thing).

And even if she/he doesn't come back, you've already become a reliable guy/girl. You'll still get a happy ending, bas script me thode se changes honge.


With that, peace out
Until we learn something new.
Have a Good day💐💐

The fact that something wont last forever makes it even more beautiful.
Why??

Trying to understand that now.