Wish I stopped before it's too late

The guilt is eating me

Am I too young for this shit?

Will I ever get over it?
Will I ever move on?

Don't tell me I'm overthinking or overreacting, my happiness is gone

Shit happiness?

I was always responsible to everything everyone since childhood, may someday someone make me feel like a loved child

I enjoyed the pain now enough I gotta search for the better

Now one thing I learned no fucking second chances let them burn

If they care you'd see it

Farewell memories

No more self abuse

Thought he'll learn something from my company but no he was just a thirsty teenager

Huge thank for my bestie because she was always there to remind me who I am

I'm feeling good for the first time in a while

Let's overlook the past, and look forward for the future