....

Making me feel protected and stuff

Awesome

I can't remember his name though

Short term memory

But I can remember how comfortable I felt

I can't wait to actually dive into my dreams job

Would it really give me the peace I'm craving?

Guess we'll have to wait to figure out

I'm not feeling very

Whimsical

I feel gross to be precise

I'm trying to avoid reality but even my imagination is corrupted

My nightmares these days are just not it

My fear has escalated to a new level

It's so bad I can't keep thinking of it for more than 5 seconds

I have to interrupt these thoughts

I can't be left alone although I'm craving isolation