I'm feeling so pathetic lately

Guilt comes from within.
Shame comes from without.

I don't care keep singing

Singing, sinking, dying, diving
Loving, leaving, pulling, pushing
Falling, feeling, swimming, swinging

I want to fall in love with someone who’s equally obsessed with me as I am obsessed with them.

Was I raised without love? or was I born unlovable?

However love is not needed

My rage is abnormal, it sleeps when they're sad or tired then wakes up stronger when they ignore my care

I'm not obsessed with you
I'm obsessed with being obsessed
You're nothing special

Maybe my mother was right when she said that I'm such an emotionless careless person

How stressful

You. Were. My. Forbidden. Apple.

Ew feelings