20s

It's ironic because I'm still nineteen

It's kinda lonely now and then

And it goes without saying; I love you the most
Such a shame you don't exist out of my dreams

I would find you in the rabbit hole perhaps? And even if not, I'm jumping all the way down anyway

And keep in mind; I do not care how of a good respected well known person you are I'm always sticking to my intuition

Trying so hard to be "hard to get" when I don't even want you in the first place

Stop it, it gives me second hand embarrassment

I lose the ability to function whenever the guilt takes over

If you take a look inside my mind you'd find 99% guilt and 1% other emotions