A faint signal between us
It's reassuring to me
Yet disturbing to you

Go on and cut it, won't be my first loss (victim mentality)

Я искала тебя, годами долгими
Искала тебя, дворами темными
В журналах, в кино, среди друзей
И в день, когда нашла, с ума сошла

Ты совсем как во сне
Совсем как в альбомах,
Где я рисовала тебя гуашью

I discovered that my name “ندى” which means morning dew is pronounced “Rosa” in Russian

Какой чудесный день, чтобы носить имя “роса”

At least I know what I've seen
These horns run through my family
Lucky me I was a chatterbox of a child
I've told everyone
mom, dad, aunties, uncles
My grandparents, closest friends
Even my classmates!
But since no one seemed to listen
I begin to, shut down
And the rest is history

Trying hard to fix my irl friendships
Fuck the internet no one is real here

Except for Ahmed

Why Clocks Don't Work Correctly in Dreams?

1. Neurological Factors: During sleep, particularly in the REM (Rapid Eye Movement) stage where most vivid dreaming occurs, the brain's prefrontal cortex, which is responsible for logical thinking and understanding time, is less active. This reduced activity makes it difficult for the brain to create and maintain consistent and logical representations of time and other complex systems.

2. Dream Logic: Dreams often follow their own logic, which doesn't always align with the waking world's rules. Time in dreams can be fluid, and events might happen out of order or at varying speeds. This makes it challenging for the dream state to replicate the consistent, linear progression of time we experience while awake.

3. Memory and Perception: Our perception and memory work differently in dreams. Since dreams are often created from a mix of memories, emotions, and subconscious thoughts, maintaining accurate and consistent details like the time on a clock is difficult. The brain prioritizes the dream narrative and emotional content over logical consistency.

4. Reality Checks in Lucid Dreaming: Because clocks and text behave inconsistently in dreams, they are useful tools for reality checks. When you suspect you might be dreaming, looking at a clock or trying to read text can help you determine whether you're in a dream. If the time changes erratically or the text is unreadable, it's a strong indicator that you are dreaming.

As I know this information since I was a child "clocks never work in dreams" I asked chatgpt why, because I'm dead interested in such topics (lucid dreams, the balance between the consciousness and the unconsciousness)

A day without tea is like.. just kidding! I have no idea

I wanna go on a library date so bad

I told my grandma about us (a threat)