Hold up a sec, I wanna collapse

It's still hurting me it's still annoying me I'm not willing to accept it

But according to this I'll be losing it all, Lose what? What made me broken

I'm not her she's not me
But somehow she's on charge

It always looks like you know everything because I'm an open book, right? Hehe little do you know

I'm feeling a bit down, seems like I ruined my own life

Everyone keeps on saying ''choose yourself first''
But I'm not happy with it

What a shame, look at me acting like a real fool, Never thought that this day would actually come

Her dad used to choke her with love while mine choked up my life, yet she's still comparing her tragedy to me

I don't really care or focus in general, but my head my head thinks too much

Sometimes I feel like we were meant to meet each other, it might be fate and it might be just another curse

I want my inner child to feel safe but my selfish decisions...