I hope not to hurt you anymore

It's beautiful out today
I wish you could take me upstate
To the little place you would tell me about
When you'd sense that I want to escape

But I've been anywhere
And it's not what I want
And I wanna be still with you

You're the breeze in my Austin night

Hold up a sec, I wanna collapse

It's still hurting me it's still annoying me I'm not willing to accept it

But according to this I'll be losing it all, Lose what? What made me broken

I'm not her she's not me
But somehow she's on charge

It always looks like you know everything because I'm an open book, right? Hehe little do you know

I'm feeling a bit down, seems like I ruined my own life

Everyone keeps on saying ''choose yourself first''
But I'm not happy with it