If no one knows your secret then it doesn't exist

Unless if you were schizophrenic

They say the higher you get the harder breathing gets
So I buried my face in the ground

When I text "deep breath" I be taking a deep breath irl

Ladies and gentlemen
Brush. Your. Teeth.

Half way to thousand

Now seriously what am I more than an anxious mass of existence

A bundle of anxiety drifting through life with no clear purpose or direction

Having a dream feels nice

The fear of not being able to achieve it doesn't feel very nice

The only person who doesn't get freaked out when I gaze upon the void is my dad

He just looks at my wide-staring eyes and sighs