Although I blame no one but me

Those scars on my heart tickles

Being cursed for a long while taught me how easy life can be if you want it to be

Every. Single. Time.

Some people say I'm pure and kind, others say I'm evil and manipulative

Whether you are one of these or those, I wouldn't pay attention

Why? Because I don't really know either

"You enjoy being hurt"
It actually hurts more knowing who said this to me

I really really really hate my childhood

I'm scared of the possibilities, whether it's good or not it's scares me that I actually have to deal with my life

The world outside of my bed seems really cruel

اللهم ارزقنا قوة الحفظ، وسرعة الفهم، وصفاء الذهن، اللهم ألهمنا الصواب في الجواب، وبلغنا أعلى المراتب في الدين والدنيا والآخرة، وحفظنا وأصلحنا وأصلح بنا الأمة.

Sharing it here means you can use it for yourself and beloved ones too<3