"Getting involved will hurt them, but trying not to get involved might hurt them too."

Then got me caged into a new curse

Why mother; was it that hard to be warm toward me?
Why father; was it that hard to be safe toward me?

Although I blame no one but me

Those scars on my heart tickles

Being cursed for a long while taught me how easy life can be if you want it to be

Every. Single. Time.

Some people say I'm pure and kind, others say I'm evil and manipulative

Whether you are one of these or those, I wouldn't pay attention

Why? Because I don't really know either

"You enjoy being hurt"
It actually hurts more knowing who said this to me

I really really really hate my childhood

I'm scared of the possibilities, whether it's good or not it's scares me that I actually have to deal with my life