Her voice...

I can't escape this hell
So many times I've tried
But I'm still caged inside
Somebody get me through this nightmare
I can't control myself

I can't escape myself
(I can't escape myself)
So many times I've lied
(So many times I've lied)
But there's still rage inside
Somebody get me through this nightmare
I can't control myself

So what if you can see the darkest side of me?
No one would ever change this animal I have become
Help me believe it's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal I have become
Help me believe it's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal

Who said that childhood friends are special (?)

I did

Even if we were separated from each other, we were always be there for each other

“I should have found you a while ago, at a different time, in a different place, before we perished, before we were swept away by temptations, before they robbed us from ourselves, we became frightened, hesitating in our steps, exhausted with no energy to carry ourselves, desperate from everything, even of love."

Maria, Maria darling, all this is a bad dream, from which we will wake up together and forever.

Albert Camus to Maria Casarès, Correspondance, January 3, 1950 [#112]

He's not pure nor perspicuous, but I'm lending him my hand