Such a volatile person!

Do you finally love me more than your drugs?

Something is awfully wrong with me

The sun: *goes down*
My brain: “you’ve done literally everything wrong in your life and let’s go through every major childhood traumatic event in great detail”

Loiter
(v.) to stand or wait or walk slowly somewhere especially with no obvious reason
To remain in an area for no apparent purpose

I've been loitering around my life for years

‏الحب الحقيقي نابع من حب الذات، من لا يحب نفسه لا يمكن أن يحب غيره. الذي لا يشعر بالرضا عن نفسه لن يرضى عن الآخرين مهما قدموا وفعلوا له. سيظل يتحسر ويتشكى ويلوم الظروف وأهله وأبنائه. يظن أنهم لم يكونوا أوفياء معه، وأنهم باستطاعتهم انتشاله من عقدة الذنب والنقص التي تلتف على عنقه!
د. محمد اليوسف

Every door I run to shuts right in my face

لقيت مقالة تجنن عن الاحلام و اللاوعي

انا و القراءة اعداء لكن مفيش منفذ ثاني

Overly sensitive feelings and overthinking head aren't some purposed acts, more like habits as a result of the terrible childhood traumas that one hates in oneself

Tell them past me, tell them

Can you feel your emotions through your feet?
The hesitation of steps when you feel anxious
The impulsivity of steps when you feel excited

The motion of your feet on the surface
The way you're connected to the ground