“Do you love me enough that I may be weak with you? Everyone loves strength, but do you love me for my weakness? That is the real test.”

— Alain de Botton

Currently torn between wanting to learn something useful and wanting to escape reality

There is no life I know to compare with pure imagination

Living there you'll be free, if you truly wish to be

ضحكت لين تشنجت

My mindset at the first day of each period is suicidal

I don't know why what did I do?
What's wrong with me?
Please just tell me so maybe I could get better, I don't wanna end up like mom

Vol 2
—Why do you keep painting on your body and face? It's quite childish.

No serious reason, it's just fun to do (desperately blinding my bruises and scars)

11:11

cryonics (?)

Think you could simply save her later

Cryonics
(n.) Cryonics is an effort to save lives by using temperatures so cold that a person beyond help by today's medicine can be preserved for decades or centuries until a future medical technology can restore that person to full health

Human cells aren't capable of handling the cold process

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The flesh of the human body freezes, turning into unfeeling ice, before it shatters apart like glass

Cells do shatter