I hate the first night of each period

Too emotional and for what? Nothing but hormones shit

Could you please stop whispering in my ear

When the one who should protect you from the abuse, abuses you

The judge of my heart

“Do you love me enough that I may be weak with you? Everyone loves strength, but do you love me for my weakness? That is the real test.”

— Alain de Botton

Currently torn between wanting to learn something useful and wanting to escape reality

There is no life I know to compare with pure imagination

Living there you'll be free, if you truly wish to be

ضحكت لين تشنجت

My mindset at the first day of each period is suicidal

I don't know why what did I do?
What's wrong with me?
Please just tell me so maybe I could get better, I don't wanna end up like mom

Vol 2
—Why do you keep painting on your body and face? It's quite childish.

No serious reason, it's just fun to do (desperately blinding my bruises and scars)