Fingers pain (due writing? I probably lack calcium)

I can't think logically about who I am or where I am going.
I have been very ecstatic, horribly depressed, shocked, elated, enlightened, and enervated.
I want to come home and vegetate in peace, with the people I love around me for a change.
—Sylvia Plath, from a letter to Warren Plath written c. June 1953

—Is it a good morning?
It will be

The longer and more carefully we look at a funny story, the sadder it becomes.
—Nikolai gogol

"Unloved" is an one eyed word

"Mommy issues"

—How do you comfort yourself?
By telling myself all of this won't last
—But don't you fear change?
I fear this life more

Having a big brother felt nice
Especially for a clumsy girl like myself

It was a very nice dream lol

“How many times have people used a pen or paintbrush because they couldn’t pull the trigger?”
— Virginia Woolf

“Self-portrait with fiddling Death” by Arnold Böcklin

Diaries hold a great amount of sick curbed anger

يذكرني بغوتيه و فاوست

ايام سودة جاية

Break your glasses to get new ones
Or just wait till they notice you

Fragile nails

Like I swear if you enter my brain all you can hear is
I'm scared
I'm scared
I'm scared
I'm scared

I'm way too stressed that my body reacts before the abuse gets to it

Then what
Sleep all day?