― I'm sorry, may I ask your age?
Sixteen, forever
― Forever?
Because I'm not human. Because I'm not human

‏"حتى مع وجود جدال في علم النفس العيادي عن ماهيّة الصدمة، لا جدال فيما يحدث في جسدك، عقلك، ومشاعرك.
إذا كنت تحس بالتأثر بعد التعرض للحدث الصادم، فهذا يعني أنك تعرضت لحدث صادم- بغض النظر عمّا يقولة الدليل التشخيصي الإحصائي، المعالج، او المجتمع-."
- Marycatherine Mcdonald

I'm getting blamed for being neglected

I gotta talk about a situation 300 times before i let it go

Fingers pain (due writing? I probably lack calcium)

I can't think logically about who I am or where I am going.
I have been very ecstatic, horribly depressed, shocked, elated, enlightened, and enervated.
I want to come home and vegetate in peace, with the people I love around me for a change.
—Sylvia Plath, from a letter to Warren Plath written c. June 1953

—Is it a good morning?
It will be

The longer and more carefully we look at a funny story, the sadder it becomes.
—Nikolai gogol