Looking depressed why is that?

You grow me to eat me
What a tragical fate

But you get nothing from compliments
Nothing more than the flustered sounds such as 'staawwp'

First day?

Yes

Let go or lose it all

Too scared to let go of the liquid iron stick, I thought it would be painful
Soon enough I lost both of my hands

Obtrusive
(obsolete) protruding or sticking out, especially in the way that obstruct.

(figurative)
of a person : overly assertive, bold, or domineering; pushy; also, ostentatious.

of a thing : noticeable or prominent, especially in a displeasing way.

Seems like a perfect place to dance bare foot

قاعدة مع اختي و جنبنا بنت تجنن

I have fits of asceticism.
A hunger for peace.

—Anaïs Nin, FIRE-The Unexpurgated Diary of Anais Nin 1934 -1937