I wonder what's the difference between a beast and a monster

I am always between two worlds, always in conflict.
I would like sometimes to rest, to be at peace, to choose a nook, make a final choice, but I can't.
Some nameless, undescribable fear and anxiety keeps me on the move. On certain evenings like this, I would like to feel whole.

—Anaïs Nin, the diary of Anaïs Nin, vol I November 1932

Almost everything in this channel reflects me
There's a reason for it to be named Reflection
I don't believe in sharing random shit

منظر يسر الانظار

He came for his march

I be collecting husbands

اللّهم يا حي يا قيوم يا ذو الجلال والإكرام، اهدنا في من هديت، وعافنا في من عافيت، واقضِ عنّا برحمتك شرّ ما قضيت، إنّك تقضي بالحق ولا يقضى عليك، آمنا بكتابك الذي أنزلت، وبنبيك الذي أرسلت، فاغفر لنا ما قدّمنا وما أخّرنا، وما أسررنا وما أعلنّا، وما أنت به أعلم، أنت المقدم وأنت المؤخر وأنت على كل شيء قدير.

from A Literate Passion: Letters of Anaïs Nin and Henry Miller | 1932 - 1953

Henry sounds familiar

Think I got myself in trouble
So I fill the bath with bubbles
Then I'll put the towels all away
Should've never said the word "love"
Threw a toaster in the bathtub
I'm sick of all the games I have to play

I feel it coming out my throat
Guess I better wash my mouth out with soap
God, I wish I never spoke

She usually takes a very deep breath out her poison before striking her prey
I asked her one day why does she do that
She said with the most satisfied smile "poison smells like victory"

She's half wrong
Poison smells like victory to her
Like defeat to her preys
For me.. it has no scent