I was burning.. while you came blaming me for the smell of ash

Goodnight everyone

♡

I don't know what to do without you
I don't know where to put my hands
I've been trying to lay my head down
But I'm writing this at 3 AM

I don't need the world to see
That I've been the best I can be, but
I don't think I could stand to be
Where you don't see me

I always lose myself at 3 am

I don't hate you, I hate your repeated mistakes acts and behaviors

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　ﾟ･｡･ﾟ You know, it’s okay if what happened still affects you. Even if you think it’s been “long enough” and you should be over it, if you’re not, that’s alright. Take your time to heal. Baby steps are fine. Just be honest with yourself and where you are mentally so you can deal with it the best you can. Also, guilt and grieving in recovery are definitely things, so be ready for those.
You can mourn the life you could have had and you can simultaneously celebrate the one you’re currently living. You don’t have to follow a timeline set by either you or someone else. Don’t feel weak or dumb for still feeling what you feel.

“Sometimes you will never know the value of a moment until it becomes a memory.”

constant pain, my body is suffering because of my stupid decisions

Please.

Wonderful day

Just a little bit sick... but it's okay