Got myself a new kinnie

A hopeless romantic all my life

So skeptical of love

Or with a human world that is changing so rapidly that much of what one learns in school is already obsolete on graduation day.

Am I free? Is there something still holding me, or am I holding it?

Always having a keen eye on my current position

It feels like if I was swimming in a pool of blood

This song speaks to me

The only way to make sense out of change is to plunge into it, move with it, and join the dance
—Alan watts

adaptation.