This remainds me of something

Tbh I would

His smile was so warm.. I felt like if the sun is trying to reassure me..

— yeah that's the problem nada, you dislike warm people

He was so fucking warm

But you like cold people

Stay calm and collected
Discipline your emotions

We're all gonna die in the end

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July 21
His death remembrance
It's already been 3 years
I've grown into a young lady and he didn't get to see me going to college
He won't see me when I get married either
Come to think about it life is so unfair for taking the only father figure I ever had in my life

اللهمَّ اعفُ عن ميِّتنا واغفر له وارحمه وأنت خير الراحمين
ربِّ هب لفقيدنا من لدنك رحمةً إنّك أنت الوهَّاب اللهمَّ اغفر لأمواتنا ذنوبهم وقِهم عذاب النَّار

ترحموا عليه من بعد اذنكم

- Why are you staring at the ceiling Nada?

Do you think I'm a freak?

- No I think you're adorable

Kinda hard to act all tough but at least at the very least I know I was a good daughter to him
And I'm still

His absence left a hole in my heart
I sincerely miss him