I am on to see my husband

"I'm stuck here in a cycle and I'm getting older but my heart is getting soft dark spots on it like a fruit that has gone bad or is soft because too many hands have squeezed it but then put it back down."

Agowilt
(n.) Unnecessary fear

I'm

Distracted

But distraction from pain and misery is great.. until you start losing sanity

No matter how far you go, you'll go back to your natural instincts

Headache

Stress

The stress isn't gone
But at least at the very least
I dreamed of hannibal taking care of me
Shut up he gave me a forehead kiss

It's like the sermon of a twisted apparition
Was urging him to listen to the train in the distance
At first it wasn't intense, just one little instance
Sure, it didn't occur, he turned to resist it
As if it wasn't much more than just a figment of his imagination but for days it was persistent
And it went :