Maybe I just
want to be adored
Maybe it's cold
inside the body
no matter how
close you are

She was the moon and I loved her for that; so far away, so out of reach.

All flowers want to be looked at, and chasing the moon
is a chronic condition. How can I translate where my finger lands into language?

Diannely Antigua, from “Diary Entry #28: Ars Poetica,” Poetry (December 2021)

“Hey. I was completely selfish, wasn’t I? I just confessed all my own sins, said everything I wanted to say, and trample all over your feelings. Then I ran, even though I know that sometimes in this world, you don’t get the chance to see someone again. I know that. But…if I’m just going to repeat history. Well, then, how’s that any different than knowing nothing at all? I’m sorry for making you cry. I’m sorry I hurt you so much. This is the last time. I’m fine with that. I don’t need another after this, but will you please give me one last chance? What I want is to be with you. If I’m going to keep living, I wanna do it with you. You and nobody else. Because…I love you.”

- Kyo Sohma

1:23

One of the hardest lessons in life is letting go. Whether it’s guilt, anger, love, loss or betrayal. Change is never easy. We fight to hold on and we fight to let go.

I hate to see me struggling with my emotions

Cause you never think the last time’s going to be the last time - you think there will be more, you think you have forever, but you don’t.

10:10

I hope you live a life you’re proud of. If you find that you’re not, I hope you have the strength to start all over again.

Don’t think, thinking is the enemy of creativity, It’s self-conscious, and anything self-conscious is lousy, you can’t try to do things, you simply must do things.

♡