For the million time I'm feeling used instead of loved

Building an imaginary wall between me and people for no reason

Call it trust issues abandonment issues whatever you like

Friendship power and real love you say
You just gotta bury your inner child

I'm not making food for my dad tonight I'm not waking him up either let his anger feed him

At least my cat loves me

Says who??

Me bitch your mama

At my ''insane millie'' era

Current mood

I literally lost 4 kg in 4 days

This's beyond the impossible

So let's try to actually heal..

How can I start trusting people
I don't know
How can I give a chance to people
I don't know
How can I stop feeling bad about it
I really don't know

♡

But for some reason it feels like a new fresh start (after crying my insides out)