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I have to sleep no time left to overthink

I'm trying my best dad, can't you see it?

How many times I have to say "I don't care" for them to understand

When that one friend you were depressed with gets better but you're still stuck in the hole <<<

I'm so happy for her, hope someday soon I'll be able to be happy for myself

♡

The comfort feeling came back.. dear god thank you

Goodnight everyone

And I am the idiot with the painted face
In the corner, taking up space
But when he walks in, I am loved, I am loved
Me and my husband
We're doing better
It's always been just him and me
Together

Time to rest my bones, knowing that I have already fixed my biggest problems

"I'm not lazy, I'm just tired. and I don't mean because I've been working hard. Not at all. I'm tired from forcing myself to get out of bed everyday. I'm tired of distracting myself from the thoughts in my brain. I'm tired because all my energy is put to surviving and people don't understand that because all they see is how unproductive you are."

I feel like I am so far behind in life that I will never catch up, everyone is doing so many things with their lives, I am just here, frozen, I have been a ghost for years, I wonder if that is all I will ever be.