I keep hurting the people I love no matter how hard I'm trying to change, I hate my existence

You're not my number one, you're my only one

I wish I could protect you from me

Now I see now I know where I did you wrong, but it's too late

I'm not dreaming? This is reality?

I want to stop trying but I can't
I feel so caged

My passion is dying

Everyone's opinion is to move on

I wish I could freeze the time before I act, I need a lot of time to understand humanity feelings