I'm gonna hate myself tomorrow then I'll do it again

Feel so much better than usual
I feel indisputable
Oh
But now I'm feeling so beautiful
Don't wake me up from this spell I'm under if I'm still breathing
I know that I will be ugly when
I feel like myself again
Oh
But now I'm feeling so beautiful

The lyrics speaks for me

I've been searching for answers for too long, it's the first time I ever felt that i made a progress.

11:11

I wish god takes my prayers and cries about you

I wish you the worst punishment ever<3

It's a pity

I always ask ''why'' just why

Things would have turned out perfectly

Meh

The pain of the irregular heart beats

Am I sad? Angry? What's so wrong with me

My father hates when i sleep hugging my pillow

Perhaps he should've hugged me instead of yelling

After I reached 53 kg I'm back to 49kg

Here we are back to square one