I realized something
I usually talk too much like I literally always overshare, but when the matter is about me ''losing'' I suddenly stay quiet and disappear
Not because I'm not accepting it, nah we all lose sometimes
But I'd rather overshare anything but me nagging or being worried at something or someone

And I wonder what caused me this feeling like why am I thinking this way
I'm curious

She almost ate my eyes, If she asked for them I would've given them to her without thinking twice

My auntie thought me that anything can be fixed any problem has it's own solution
But growing up I realized that I have to let somethings be, let the shit flaw

<3

I usually listen to those when I'm extremely depressed and having suicidal thoughts, it's louder than the voices so it works

I don't care how long it takes
As long as I'm with you
I've got a smile on my face

Save your tears, it'll be okay
All I know is you're here with me

It feels like a warm hug after a terrible war

When my cat leaves her bed and comes to sleep beside my neck>>>

Imagine having someone who's unconditionally in love with you
Not because they have to or forced to or even need to love you
They simply do love you