Lantern rite back and then<3

A whole year in between, such a tough journey

With my genshin bestie
2023

I realized something
I usually talk too much like I literally always overshare, but when the matter is about me ''losing'' I suddenly stay quiet and disappear
Not because I'm not accepting it, nah we all lose sometimes
But I'd rather overshare anything but me nagging or being worried at something or someone

And I wonder what caused me this feeling like why am I thinking this way
I'm curious

She almost ate my eyes, If she asked for them I would've given them to her without thinking twice

My auntie thought me that anything can be fixed any problem has it's own solution
But growing up I realized that I have to let somethings be, let the shit flaw

<3

I usually listen to those when I'm extremely depressed and having suicidal thoughts, it's louder than the voices so it works