I'm really getting more pathetic day by day

I will never forgive myself for loving someone who was ready to leave me, I already had enough

They keep using me, fooling me, but here I go

In the end I'm not the kind person

I opened my arms for you, you punched me straight on the heart

At least I was his favorite grandchild when he was alive

Too afraid to face the miserable reality? I invited you to hide between my arms
But how could I tell you that you're the one who caused this miserable reality

I'll just have fun with my alters