I really hate acting hurt but on the other hand I hate acting like if it dosen't hurt

No I can't describe how it feels but I still can feel it

This heavy sadness that makes me struggle swallowing my food

Do you want me to scream "I didn't mean it"?

I don't think I'd ever be able to stop thinking about him

And then questioning myself to death ''what's so special about him?''

Yeah I always win at the end

I was wrong

I never win I just used to laugh while crying

Absolutely disgusting

30 December I'll try to begin the new year with no superficial people

I miss reading Akatsuki no yona

It's gonna be my first day at thd college

Idk how to feel about it