"The things a place has seen, the terrible crimes and awful suffering gets baked into the wall, caught in the fabric of a place."

I wonder if you'll leave me
Behind someday
Among the wildflowers and the lilies
Sleeping by the way
But it's okay
Because I would do anything for you

The sunlight dances beyond the yard
And painted your eyes in green
But you're fixated on the candytufts
And you hadn't the time for me

I washed my hair 'til it trickled down the drain
As the lavender filled the air
The scent might drive me half insane
But maybe you'll see me then

Calling my best friend just to hear their voice so I could calm down is my literal own therapy

What have I done to deserve what happened

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I wish for a new memory new memories new people

All I need is literally just to stop feeling empty all the time

11:11

My paint ran away and stole the colors of my life with it

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