I'm so sick of fear eating me slowly

I wanna be swallowed up at once

thought that If I wanted to fall in love again I could, but it's not working

People out there are mostly fake
Full of stupid glitter to grab lights

I wanna explore your room and read the books under your bed

Oh you're a bad guy
And you did me all wrong
Although I wasn't the right enemy
For you, no I wasn't ever for you

Why am I singing this

Please pardon me, but I cannot help but feel that it’s a bad idea.
That boy right there; such a stranger, I never really talked to him before.
I could feel his pity for my fragile, weakened young body,
He took my hand and then he held it tight.

As I return, there in a room was a bunch of new faces,
They said to me, "we've been expecting you back from the very start."
I hear grumbling, they just want to eat my beaten body up,
I could see it in their hungry eyes.

I'm sorry, I'm sorry,
For I must be acting like badly behaved child.
Forgive me please, forgive me please,
I'm just a little, pitiful being

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