I wish I could speak

I don't know what to do without you
I don't know where to put my hands

I've been trying to lay my head down
But I'm writing this at 3 AM

Her watching me crying because of the male she warned me of 3 years ago

How I feel this river rushing through my veins
With nowhere else to go, it circles 'round

You can't get angry without crying
You can't cry without getting angry

Haha but not haha funny, haha please kill me

Doctors on the other line cause he's not coming home tonight
And I just took my very last pill
Need something to numb the pain
Demons knocking on my brain
I think they're coming in for the kill

Nope I'm just doing fine, some disorders bad news and unnecessary abasement I'll be okay again someday

I always escape with a smile

He's so attractive wth