No it was actually good

I'm frosting
I don't need a man to make my life sweet
Prince charming
Just isn't the one that I think I need
You're thirsty
You think I give out all my shit for free
I'm bursting
Out laughing at idiocy

I need a gingerbread man
The one I'll feed
A gingerbread man
The one I'll eat
One who's always crazy
Never calls me baby
That's the one that I want
All you boys are not him, not him

Can't you see?
I only want the ones who never see me
But I'm happy
I love playing these games until my heart bleeds
It bleeds jelly
'Cause you don't want someone to eat your cookie
Can someone please
Find him for me, find him for me?

I'm the icing covering his body
I wanna hold him so close, so tightly
Baby, how do I say this politely?
Love me harder and don't be nice, please
I wanna feel your crumbs on my body
I want to break you in pieces, fight me
Baby, don't be so scared of biting
Want to eat each other into nothing

I need a gingerbread man
The one I'll feed
A gingerbread man
The one I'll eat
One who's always crazy
Never calls me baby
That's the one that I want
All you boys are not him, not him

In the back of my mind, you died

If you don't care about him anymore, why are you so terrified?

You have a point

I wish I could speak

I don't know what to do without you
I don't know where to put my hands

I've been trying to lay my head down
But I'm writing this at 3 AM

Her watching me crying because of the male she warned me of 3 years ago