My nightmares are bad, but my reality is actually worse

I feel hella unsafe

Where's my cutie infp at?

You let me violate you
You let me desecrate you
You let me penetrate you
You let me complicate you

Help me get away from myself
I wanna fuck you like an animal
I wanna feel you from the inside
I wanna fuck you like an animal
My whole existence is flawed

I will make them vanish oneday

Will you ever preserve? Will you ever exhume?
Will you watch petals shed from flowers in bloom?
Nothing can live up to promise, nothing can stop its narrative
Nothing in place of catalysts and you'll never be pure again

I got fucked ngl

11:11

I miss the old you so much...

But now I fear you, I am disgusted by the idea of you

Idk how can a person believe the same fake promises three times a row

Oh rin I'm so sorry for you